Sunflowers covered with the raging sunset

Shut your eyes and
Lay down sideways
The doors have been closed
Questions seem to mean something, I can not grasp

Sunflowers blossoming symmetrical field, the lines used to love the foreign blue of my eyes

You do not recognize my voice anymore?
It seems to be lost every time I lose
My role on this earth, I can sense it
Grasping the truest window

A different gasp of gravity
Perspective of a human laying sideways on thy floor
Limited vision, paths in between the door seek eyes that rest

As how my pet finds relief resting on humans feet,
I too desire to lay with you
Relieved

Adore you,

Shivafeli

Lean on me

Today I walked through sacred places of nature
The lands were given to the state conform it would remain in it’s state, maintained
I experienced the most beautiful atmosphere in my own country ever

Old trees block the sun away
The sound of birds and animals that take over
Taller than any other tree, at the height of three tall persons stapled
A heart made of two swans was carved

More romantic than this
I’ve not come across

Crave a love that lasts years after your bodies have passed,

Shivafeli

Don’t take what is given

Time in between occupational activities, the paper stares at me
I started to write my own name
As I realised that the importance of self is an art of love and ambition
Guiltfree

Before it has always been gibberish and your name silently over the white and blue
Barely touching
As when I was standing still at the stop for the busses
I out loud said “Your name doesn’t love me anymore”

You let me sing my mind to sleep
In your arms I felt safe

In my memories those hugs are special because I felt loved
I do not know what the future holds, you once made me feel special and beautiful

Yesterday it was me giving myself that grace

I fell in love with myself and became real,

Shivafeli

Gibberish thoughts

I wish these words would start something
Personal choices for wandering over sleep
It echoes there won’t be any answers

Anything written out of frustration will never find itself
Do not be too tired when entering bed

You and your grandparents flash for my mind
The power of talking has lost it’s words
Prestige, to be some of value
Honor and taking pride, the feeling of importance
Making a difference

It is a trick, if you do it for that energy fulfillment
There won’t be any
For the path is never completed
And the day after you left, everything follows through

Let go of people who do not share a positive energy with you
Wishing others well has broken many egotistical mindsets

Afraid that when they say it
It might happen
A splinter in eyes of joy and childhood
Feeling of importance because you belonged to a fun group and played with your friends

Those were the days that really mattered to me
Those are the days I hope my nieces, nephews
Daughters and sons
Will cherish once

The day I graduated from a pre-university education was dull compared to those lovely moments
I do miss the loveliness and the friendships that seemed to be lasting forever

When we grow up.. our egos grow with us
And we separate and work hard to make our own family
Different goals come in between

Laying down the carpet for a future generation

Adore you
Go back to sleep,

Shivafeli

Dr.

Is it the love you have for the one who makes you feel important?
It has not been footsteps
Worlds apart and behaviour aside
The love indulging nature is put aside for safety

See the world, making long lasting friends
Keep me far away
The journey of waterfalls, without doubt It were evidence of evildoers
Doubt the love that has given
For pain spoke the loudest words known to mankind
23 enjoying my accomplishments

With the biggest inside grin
I embrace the warmth of you, you mean more
Your humor and thy eyes

Laugh hard and smile with those who are real
On my bicycle I reminisced the feelings of freedom
A place.where my grandfathers grave is kept, my niece is there and friends from ages 8 till 72
That place I will be buried or put next to
At 5 years old I placed my feet there first and never returned after the loss of a friend at age 8
It is calm and serene, do not plan your death but do prepare for dying
It can happen at any given moment, any given second

Human relations are lovely, do not forget to.contribute to society
Work hard, rest hard
Love will come your way
When you have placed pain as a part of life, never refuse to growth or it breaks all

I love you,

My own name