Unwitting

A moment of reflection
I wonder if you experience feelings as love and friendship the same way
If we are not equal, this effort could be used for lasting phenomenal things
A full day without interactions
Would we both react the same?
Love as a cover for temporary lust

The map of love is blank in my mind
I adore you but I do not want to be consumed by you or live for you
My mind and thoughts are for my own, I do not share all my wisdom with you

A sentence unspoken, it is the sentence I keep to myself
Constriction for my life is perfect without “the other half”
I already see the white light and have found my passions in life

It is the remedy for the lazy in love,

Shivafeli

Glow within

Glass is now melting ice
Pooring rain is making this trainride feel as a beautiful bubble of love
The strange noises I try to forget

I am here with the lord who loves me and comforts my soul
Babysteps
To achieve a wilder dream

It is alright to shyly await for your lover by walking away
An active dream for the dearest
My energy focused on the lord
He guides me step by step

It will be alright

Adore you,

Shivafeli

Under the bridges I

He was wearing sunglasses and still she could see his eyebrows raise for a split second. He noticed her blue eyes, light whitegreycoat and blond nor brown hair. Or that actually was what he saw. Her movement on her bicycle as she looked as a dear in headlights was in contrast with her appearance.
The first moment he layed eyes on her, she would never forget.
Her mind played this short clip at sudden unexpected moments in her life. Afraid to be run over by this silver fast car, she was shocked to see him driving as he did.

He was in his flashy car, the model he had dreamt about as a kid was an oldtimer. Only when time passed and he became famous his taste changed. Influenced by or wanting to influence the people around him.

A star can not be too approachable. He believes in the love he has for his path. His voice would reach her again and again. Yet she would not listen to his songs for two more years…

Xl

Three-quarters
Metal cobalt red
Compliments to a jersey in his possession

Trees have fallen and reached their way to fill schemes
Support they seek
No other choices are made

Shivafeli

Energy

My toes hurt, legs feel like jellyfish
Ready to jump even though I used it too much
It has been a long day

Unknown tears reach halfway
I opened my heart to a friendship and did not get burned
Unconsciously opened my heart
A glimpse of the real me came out

I need to tell you something,

Shivafeli

Mango sauce

Dropping water
Falling international law
We walked back from the venue, every piece of clothing I was wearing looked black

Sunglasses do not protect
Keep lovingly touch my arm
I might fall
The dizziness does not contain a positive outlook

When I see rice with that colour
Takeaway to the day of ripley hell

Adore you,

Shivafeli

Crown

Lullabies reached the ocean
On the command of a child who played with sand under water, the whole world was put upside down
Sung by voices who never entered the big theaters
Purer than any sound before
I talked to these four and they have missed
The essential piece of their heart

This same spot has bring me joy
A loveable place for anyone out there
I used to think if I met someone and they shared the same beliefs. . They would be a better friend
I found out that character is not bought, it is always better to give more than to take
Leave with an open heart
Only one will have acces to my privileges

Believe in jesus,

Shivafeli